It's been almost 9 weeks and I don't have a long time before I go to bed but just wanted to jot down something...
I am amazed how God continually uses these children to reveal His love to me. Daily. I love teaching them about their CREATOR.
I love the way they love my husband. I love bedtime. I love the stillness before the storm (5:15am - 6:25am) I love their laughter. I love kissing their tears. I love laughing with them. I love seeing them succeed. Even as little as the baby walking up and down the stairs without holding my hand and at the bottom he shouts "I DID IT!"
I love the hugs. I love hearing them sing HE IS ALIVE! HE IS ALIVE! WE ARE FREE!!! I love holding them when they fall asleep on me. But most of all I love KNOWING that no matter what the seeds that God is using me to plant NO ONE NO ONE NO ONE can take way!!! They WILL produce fruit! I know it!
I don't know what my life would be like with them...
I am reminded of a quote by Dr. Seuss...Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.
Today was a good day...I hope I always remember. God? Did you take pictures for my scrap book up in my "heaven house"?
Tonight as I finish this glass of wine in the peace and quite of my home I am thankful that God is using me faults and all.