As I kiss them goodnight & tuck them in for the last before I crawl in to bed I wonder why God choose me to walk this road. I wonder how I am going to make it through the next few months. I never believed I would ever have the opportunity to love this much. With such extreme love will come extreme pain during loss.
The only thing that I can hold on to is my Father who gave me this love will be there to mourn my loss.
I pray that at 3, 5, 9 their lives have been changed in a positive way...I known mine sure has.
Tonight was a good night...and I go to sleep knowing they are safe & sound knowing how much I love them but God loves them more!